Sarahish. A hybrid language unquie to Sarah Kimball and her sister. It is a combination of English, German, The Simpsons, Harry Potter...and a million other pop culture references.
Lemon Test: A test of ones intelligence.
Orgin: It started when my sissy got this awesome shirt of a glass of lemonade and a lemon beside it in tears and saying "Mom?" Even my niece understood that it was a sad/funny shirt, but we began to noticing a lot of people didn't understand the shirt. The shirt was almost like a test of intelligence.
Example: "Man...this guy is acting like such an idoit...defiantly wouldn't pass the lemon test."
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
The Conversational Oort Cloud
Defination: The Oort Cloud.
First you have the sun. Than you have the solar system. Beyond Neptune you have Pluto (which is TOTALLY a planet, and my future home :P) and beyond tiny icy Pluto you have a ton of asteroids, comets and tons of other things left over from the formation of the planets. And then you have what is called the Oort Cloud. The Oort cloud is the farthest you can be from the sun and still be in the solar system. It would take light one year to travel to the Oort cloud. It is about a 1/4th of the way toward the nearest star. The cloud is essentially made up of comets and dust, but recent studies show that it has thick bubbles of matieral around it, and scietensts speculate that these weird bubbles actully protect the solar system from gamma ray radiation.
Why do I bring this up? Well this is one my random terms I came up with in a moment of bordem. When it comes to social situations I feel like a conversational Oort cloud. I am as far and removed from the sun, from the center of the conversation, as you can possibly be. I don't know what to say, when I should talk, what I supposed to be doing with myself when I am not speaking or even when to look someone in the eye. I didn't even know that you are supposed to look pepole in the eye when you speak to them until I was ten years old.
I wonder if it will ever be possible for me to simply learn, to read up on how people actually socialize, to practice...and actually apply myself. But why do I have to STUDY socializing? How come most everyone else simply does it? Simply fits into a group while I merly hover as the conversational Oort cloud? How come none of this ever came naturally to me? I know I'll never find "love" if I can incapable of socialization...I will also never move up in the world , and never be anything more than a Krusty slave.
So...where do I start? : /
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Almost like....
"I enjoyed the meetings too." said Luna serenely. "It was like having friends."
For some reason...mostly at work, I have been feeling utterly, and crushingly lonely. Like bash my head against the wall and hang myself in the freezer lonely (not that I have done any of these things or entertained the thought for more than a few seconds.) My Facebook is rather quite, save for close few. My phone only plays the Mysterious Ticking Noise a few spare times a day. My email is flooded with receipts of my Itunes App purchases, but no real correspondence and I have deleted my contacts list so drastically that one scroll shows everyone.
For some reason or another, I have lost so many friends. Sometimes it was backstabbing, sometimes it was because they got a raging hard on for me, and sometimes we just never talked that much. I still have a couple of friends, and I value the ones I have, but lately I just can't help but to mourn my losses. In most cases I just didn't know how to be an adequate friend, and my attempts were painful and strained. I go through this every few months, periods of utter quite in my social life. I try not to take it too hard, I am borderline Autistic/Aspergers (although a "psychologist" said I am not...but he was also trying to grope me as he said so. Very credible, yes?) so socializing is always going to be a struggle for me.
But I just won't change my ways. Those friend who have stuck around my this long much see something wonderful in cold, loony Slytherin me. That must make them truly wonderful people, right?
I just....I really want more!!
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For some reason...mostly at work, I have been feeling utterly, and crushingly lonely. Like bash my head against the wall and hang myself in the freezer lonely (not that I have done any of these things or entertained the thought for more than a few seconds.) My Facebook is rather quite, save for close few. My phone only plays the Mysterious Ticking Noise a few spare times a day. My email is flooded with receipts of my Itunes App purchases, but no real correspondence and I have deleted my contacts list so drastically that one scroll shows everyone.
For some reason or another, I have lost so many friends. Sometimes it was backstabbing, sometimes it was because they got a raging hard on for me, and sometimes we just never talked that much. I still have a couple of friends, and I value the ones I have, but lately I just can't help but to mourn my losses. In most cases I just didn't know how to be an adequate friend, and my attempts were painful and strained. I go through this every few months, periods of utter quite in my social life. I try not to take it too hard, I am borderline Autistic/Aspergers (although a "psychologist" said I am not...but he was also trying to grope me as he said so. Very credible, yes?) so socializing is always going to be a struggle for me.
But I just won't change my ways. Those friend who have stuck around my this long much see something wonderful in cold, loony Slytherin me. That must make them truly wonderful people, right?
I just....I really want more!!
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